keskiviikko 25. helmikuuta 2015

New workout plan and weightloss

So i started my new workout plan six days ago and i've already lost 900grams which is about 1,98lbs and that means that i am at my normal weight again! I'm super exited about it since i have wanted that since i started this weight loss thing and like i said i finally did it, couldn't be happier.

For other things there isn't that much to say, i don't have that interesting life really i just have been living the normal life, well as normal as unemployed person can live. There is some issues that is standing in the way of me getting a job at the moment but i'm not going to "open" up that subject since is none of anyone else's business ( sorry if i sound rood but that's just the way the cookie crumbles ).

I would really like to visit England some day, more exactly London but it seems to be such an expensive country that i just can't afford it at the moment for the reason i already said, but a woman can dream right?

I'm also not so good on adding photos in here so you can go and take a look at my instagram account if you want and can, my nic? in there is juttaylianttila.

Have a nice day y'all


torstai 12. helmikuuta 2015

Living in a world with four seasons

So like the title says i am living in a country with four seasons, the winter in here can be really tough with temperatures that can get as cold as -30 celsius. Few people who i have talked online has asked me how on earth do i survive such low temperatures? Well, first of all i'm used to that and if you put on enough- and warm enough clothes you won't get too cold.
I do see some beauty in winter for the snow has fallen on trees and makes them look like, kind of like lolly's covered in powdered sugar and you do get some amazing photos in the winter if you know what your doing.
And then there are those things that i absolutely hate about winter, the coldness obviously and the fact that you have to put on tons of clothes to keep warm.

Then there is the two favorite seasons in my life, first one is autumn when the sun is starting to shine and push away the agonizing darkness and when it progresses the birds starts to sing and the nature slowly awakes and everything just comes alive again, you who live in the countries which has sunlight all year round don't really understand how big of an impackt it has when you had two or three months of nothing but darkness and after that there is light everywhere again.

The second season that i absolutely love is summer, you don't have to put on as much as clothes as in winter you can just walk out of the door and not freeze to death. You just do much more things in the summer than in the other seasons because there is so lovely weather outside and for the arctic sircle where i live in midsummer the sun never goes down in summer.

Happy autumn everyone!


keskiviikko 4. helmikuuta 2015

The lonely sheep

I just changed the name to this blog because i wanted it to be more suitable for a more national audience if i do have an audience.

The name that i picked for this comes from my own experiences in life and i thought that i should share it with you so you would know not to end up like me and know to stand up for yourself because no one else is going to do it for you.

As a very young kid i lost my mother to a brain aneurysm and for me who wants to see the lighter sides in everything i can honestly say that if i have to be glad about something about this is that she died in her sleep so she didn't feel any pain. So for a very long time i just thought that she was just at the market or at work and would come back soon, i wanted it so much, i wanted it to be just a bad dream but obviously it wasn't.
I felt all the fazes in mourning, at first was the denial, then came the anger i was so mad at her that she could leave me and my dad like that until just few years ago i was able to let her go and to say the final goodbyes to her.

Just after my mum died i started my school years, and what a hell on earth experience was that, i was picked on from 4th or 5th grade to 7th grade on a daily basis, one bullyer was particulary nasty, he would wait for me at the carpark at the school and start my day of pushing and name calling and there was three other dudes that picked on me everyday also...until i had enough. One time at chemistry class one we had syringes ( without the needles ) and one of the bullyers said something and sprayed me on the back of my head with his syringe and i turned around and said something don't really remember what and sprayed him back, that repeated a few times until i just said to myself " this is enough " and something just snaped in my head and the last thing before i realized that i was chaseing the bullyer i heard was the bullyer's friend said to him " run " and after that i realized i was holding him at his shirt's hood and my other hand was raised in a hitting position and he was calling " mommy " i didn't hit him ( thank god for that ) and i was never picked on again.

As the lonely name goes i've never had more than a couple of friends and i was never picked first on any team on sports class and i still don't have more than a couple of friends.

The lesson in this is really what i said in the beginning, no one else is going to stand up for you than yourself. Strong people will survive anything.